Half A Life

Barking with madness lost in a hopeless sea

Eternal damnation not a moment of glee

Broken & empty a hollowed look in my eye

Down on both knees, hands & tears flow to the sky

A life of such promise ravaged & run astray

I lived half a life & threw the rest away.

Vultures glide above in my darkest hour

Sinking their fangs to the neck of a joyful corpse I no longer empower

Winds change as the demons are drunk on their lust

My minds overcome with sorrow from the tornados of disgust

An uneasiness settles I'm caught in the lights unable to get away

I lived half a life & threw the rest away.

More questions then answers, the nights darkest before dawn

Pillaging confusion pours gasoline on the fire of my scorn

Ripped asunder from the boy who was once a majestic dove

What is left is the mosquito salivating for love

My wings ready to soar yet I am bound to the ground

Weeping for help but not a lending hand to be found

This game called life, I no longer wish to play

I lived half a life & threw the rest away.